DMT Trip

So I smoked DMT last night, (not my first time) and it was so immensely different from previous experiences that I was thrown completely off. What usually happens for me is I feel myself sinking in and my third eye opens wide. Then I have strong hallucinations and waves of insight. This time though, I felt my head being emptied and a strong feeling of separateness. I didn’t feel like I was in “the now” or in any place. I felt complete absence of everything. It was such an odd experience and all I could do was laugh. I’ve had a bad trip on DMT before, but I’ve come to the conclusion that it resulted from smoking it with steel wool (DON’T EVER DO IT!). That’s how this trip acted, but another strange this was, I felt fine. Bad trips make you feel like shit and you feel like you’re in hell. I felt like I was experiencing Luciferian consciousness, so it could be considered “hell”, but since it was the absence of everything, that included fear. Anyway, I just wanted to know what you thought about that.

— sirstep

Though i’ve never had real DMT so i can’t say anything for sure, i’ve had psychedelics before both good and bad trips and to me it sounds like you entered some sort of weird limbo. Of course this depends if your DMT was actually the real deal and/or how much you took, pure lab grade chemicals and not some type of knock-off in the first place. If it was pure DMT, your consciousness was projecting pure nothingness which is essentially a virtual reality outlook on life but it can also be mind’blowing in a way for you realize everything within this life is consciousness. Each act is a projection within the hologram of the universe that results from an internal manifestation. Your trip caused a projection of absence of fear and bliss maybe from the output of where your consciousness was at that particular time. I don’t really see this as lucifierian consciousness, if you really think about lucifierian consciousness our world has it backwards, the rising serpent is a trip to enlightenment and awakening your kundalini energy. It is not what you would think…This passage sums it up rather well.

Lucifer personifies humanitarian goodness and enlightenment.All other characterizations of Lucifer are blasphemous and inaccurate.

In the Freudian sense, Lucifer is the Self rebelling against the Super Ego—the psychic faculty analogous to the judging and condemning ‘father figure,’ both internally and externally—for the sake of empowering the Ego Ideal—the psychic faculty analogous with the rewarding and benevolent ‘mother figure.’

Put very simply, Lucifer is the Self choosing to be ruled by Love rather than Fear.

Therefore, Luciferian consciousness is in league with the ‘feminine’ right hemisphere of the brain. Be it represented by the Yin of the Yin/Yang, the Chalice of the Chalice/Blade, or the Spirit of Napoleon’s Spirit/Sword..

“There are only two forces in the world, the sword and the spirit. In the long run the sword will always be conquered by the spirit.”
—Napoleon Bonaparte

Of course there are many other representations of theses two eternal polarities which exist in all matters.

In the Sumerian stories Lucifer is commensurate with Enki, the creator of humanity. While facing much opposition from his malevolent brother Enlil, who is representative of left brain patriarchal consciousness, Enki saves enlightens humankind in the Garden, clothes them after Enlil drives them out, and saves humanity from the Deluge with which Enlil attempted to destroy humanity.

The God of the Old Testament is a composite character formed by combining these two forces.

Good and evil must exist in an interlocked package. One is defined by the existence of the other.

“Light and Darkness, life and death, right and left, are brothers of one another. They are inseparable.Because of this neither are the good good, nor evil evil, nor is life life, nor death death. For this reason each one will dissolve into its original nature. But those who are exalted above the world are indissoluble, eternal.”—The Gospel of Phillip

I’m really not too sure what exactly happened to you besides going to some sort of limbo between worlds. However if you really think about it, “this world” is basically a form of limbo in itself. So i’m not really sure where you went…another limbo? lol You should try doing your own research on DMT or checking out Rick Strassman’s book DMT: The Spirit molecule where he explores mystical encounters, near-death experiences, and research behind the chemical DMT through the form of ayahuasca.

Hope this helped

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Ashley is the founder of The Awakened State, where she helps others understand the process of Kundalini Awakening through tools, exercises & personal experience. Her mission is to guide others to discover their unlimited potential and how we can move beyond our fears to create New Empowered Paradigms. She teaches others to Dismantle Resistance,Live Beyond Fear and Start Awakening Their Inner Creator. When she’s not blogging,she’s netflixing with her man or playing with her two crazy little ones.