Happy New Year everyone! we had a bit of a trippy night, Adam and I took some very very light tryptamine called 4-ho-mipt which was purely beautiful to ring in the new year. It helped me become more centered,healed and cleansed. Some huge things that really stood out to me all day yesterday is the interconnected-ness we experience daily. Everything truly happens for a reason. We are constantly surrounded with symbolism, archetypes, triggerpoints to unlocking the subconscious mind it is all about the Will. As i’ve come into mother hood my life is insane, it’s like it got flipped upside down sometimes, dealing with my Mom trying to control me and help with the baby at home, dealing with being a staying at home mom and dealing with breastfeeding, which is very challenging especially those late night sleepless feedings.
Anyway what i’ve come to realize is people don’t relax enough. We are constantly thrown into this world of stress, anxiety, work, stressful situations, challenges, various people with different vibrations than us, trying to survive in a world full of all this crazy bouncing energy but it’s like most people never come up for air.
This is where you have to learn to declutter your mind and relax. I realize my life is entirely busy and im at home all day how can that happen? Because my mind is busy the entire day and i’m sure there are many people out there who feel the same. For instance i won’t name names for privacy reasons but a follower wrote to me about her being a Hospice Nurse who was having trouble with feeling depleted of her energy because of the work she does. Now that is beautifully challenging work right there, inner healer 😉 See we are all encountering that ego mind daily but the trick of balancing it completely, is not by external means, it’s by relaxing your mind.
I know many of us felt that Ascension was just a silly idea in all of our heads but I think we were looking at it from the wrong perspective. I believe Ascension is a door, that we merely have to walk through, it’s not going to take us to la la land but it will be challenging, It shows us our fears, what we need to work on within our energy currents, what we need to resolve from the past and most importantly what we need to work on within ourselves. However it is a journey ultimately, it is a process. YOU are the divine vehicle and you always will be. You are the one in control. You ARE your mind, you ARE your ego and you ARE your soul. IT is all up to you. That is where many people slip up i think and why there are so many of us out there that FEEL this hopeless, mortal, fragile, egotistical material existence is all there is, it is the mind clutter. Tell me don’t you always feel a thousand times better after you clean your room or just in general clean part of the house? That’s because YOU are cleaning your mind, you are focusing your mind and cleansing it.
Cars are merely vessels. Think about it. You are driving your consciousness around all the timeeee. Why do you think people drink and drive then get hurt, they’re out of control. You ARE the one you’ve been looking for, Don’t wait for jesus or the aliens to come take you ‘home’. You ARE home, you ARE free. You can easily have free reign as long as you take control of your life. It is all about the power of your thoughts. The power is ultimately in the mind and it always will be. The Universe is playful what i have come to experience was this beautiful, warm light energy, it felt like melting into eachother and realizing you are the Macrocosm inside the microcosm, you ARE the bridge of both works. Your heart, your merkabah is the driver. What we feel is what we are and always will be, eternal timeless beings of divine light and will. That is the SECRET of SECRETS that the emerald tablets talks about, you are the one. All of you.
The gateway is open for those who are ready to walk through it by the power of their mind and energy. It is about linking your solar plexus energy into the heart to connect to the mind which creates the Tree of Life. This is the universal Truth. Love is all there is and so we will it to be.