Hello; every April for the past three years I get incredible and a bit distressful ‘brain storrm’s; energy that literally rocks my brain at night. I have had them on and off all of my life, but they have definitely picked up in intensity. About three years ago I started doing a serious Buddhist practice which I believe generated the space for an opening. Since then I have been bombarded with energy, and am just sort of ‘going with the flow’. I But the April connection really puzzles me. Thxs
Well you have to think about this in terms of energy and astrology. The wheel of the year and the solar cycles all are vastly symbolic because our entire reality is very symbolic. In winter are we are more reflective and introspective, in summer we are open and carefree, in Spring things are in born and starting to bloom.
April is the month of transition, rebirth, it falls shortly after the Spring Equinox. The Spring equinox marks the point where the days are becoming more light as we start to receive more daylight and the winter dark days are behind us. The equinox is a turning point, a reckoning point, a climax. It ushers in new energy and change. After the equinox there is always a dramatic shift in the energy which is what you feel internally because the external world and the internal world are deeply connected. April is also around eclipse season which breaks up old energy and puts our biorhythms off balance so we can go through clearings. April is the month of transition and rebirth. The cold is starting to fall away as the flowers are starting to break open their buds and blossom like a lotus.
Life is very symbolic and the seasons are all about change and transformation. It’s the same as the pagan texts and the story of the wheel of the year. The Goddess travels to the underworld to rescue the God and bring him back to the Light. Beltane they consummate and birth a new life. a new beginning, a new universe. That’s the summarized version but it’s all very symbol for how our life cycles are run. So yes i can see how april can be a very important month for change for just about everyone especially within the last three years. 2011 into 2012 was a ridiculous huge turning point for the soul collective.
This buddhist ritual helped you find clarity because you were more inner with yourself and your mind. it brought a veil of inner stillness to help your energy flow and balance. It showed you the power of being present and what it can do to your energy.
Much love <3