hey again, hope you’re enjoying the day (: read your post to radicaldaydream, and saw that you awakened on the 11.11. I’d love to hear your experience, and what exactly went down. I too experienced an awakening on this date. It’d be fun to compare 🙂
funny enough someone just recently asked me the very same question haha.
My awakening was sorta of a sporadic event, it originally started in early january but i had no idea what was wrong with me i started having allergic reactions to just about everything and it resulted in me having a lot of panic attacks where i would randomly go to the ER thinking i ingested something that was poison find out nothing was wrong with me. i went on all sorts of allergy medicine to try to help me but it did absolutely nothing. I had a weird scare with bc pills around this time too, the hormonal effect in them completely screwed with my body which made me feel bipolar and out of body a lot of the time. I got off of them, felt like myself again but the panick attacks still never went away. I ended up breaking up with the love of my life whom i’m with again now. My mid peak was around the summer where i basically got into wicca became a pagan discovered energy and still unfortunately suffered from panic attacks. I got drunk A LOT and would start to feel the energy not just me but i could read people and i would also hallucinate. Through my pagan venturing i discovered that what i was experiencing was too much excess energy but i had a hard time controlling it. I had no idea about visualization, shielding, grounding, etc. back then. I was just into worshiping the earth, sensing energy which caused the panic attacks, drinking wayyy too much and going through post-breakup depression so i was in a dark place, a mess to put it lightly.
I moved out thinking about a fresh start and went to college that fall. Randomly by pure synchronicity one night i went to the school website and saw they had a class called Energy Wisdom, it was a little side class you could take for free that was offered by the campus. I was having a hard time controlling the energy so i figured why not try it out. I met a wonderful woman named Diane who’s a reiki practitioner who told me her own story how the chakras helped save her life because she had throat cancer. She taught me about the power of thought and energy, chakras, how to open them and the power of true healing energy comes from the heart.
i then discovered how energy is the basis of life and how our consciousness is run by the ego or the soul. i actually wrote about that here: http://theawakenedstate.tumblr.com/Chakrasenergyreceptorss
As a dedication to her knowledge that she gave me 🙂
Learning about the chakras changed my life forever, it opened up the door. i started working on opening my heart chakra which was blocked from my own intense self-worth issues, lack of forgiveness of myself and him and discovered the true power of thought. As i slowly began to work on healing by forgiveness, i also discovered the first miracle crystal Rose Quartz who helped me see the true love in my heart and how i needed to not only forgive him for breaking up with me but i also needed to severely forgive myself for everything i did to myself throughout the many years of my physical and emotional self-worth/self-esteem abuse. Eventually all my chakras opened and while studying one day I saw a blue orb clear as day sitting across from me. Later i looked up that it’s called the blue pearl, it’s the projection of energy by seeing your consciousness in physical form. That same day my lovely friend Eva on Tumblr read my post on seeing the orb and we got to talking, she introduced me to the indigo children. Then it was as if a whole sea of information came flooding to me. This was all on the same day 11.11 , i randomly decided to email my ex at the time and ask him ‘do you sense the awakening?’. now i had absolutely NO IDEA what the ascension was at this time but for some reason i knew i needed to ask him that. Turns out he was a crystal child who’s been awakened since he was 14 and we slowly started talking again and eventually got back together :). I started discovering more and more about the ascension through my own personal research basically going crazy reading everything i could find on indigos, pyramids, past history, quantum physics, energy, chakras, reiki, new age, you name it lol While meeting tons of beautiful people through the indigo children page on facebook, then eventually groups on there and also tons of people on tumblr i was connecting with all through mass synchronicity who were going through the very same thing as myself. then i eventually created this blog to share my experiences with you guys 🙂
Sorry it’s a long one lol
It’s truly amazing how much knowledge and growth a person can go through in barely a year. It’s still mindblowing to me.
Anyway thanks for listening
I’d love to hear your own experiences though!
Much love <3
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