Hola, thank you very much for reading. the truth is that it is a bit long but I want to share this story with you . I’ve had a long spiritual path since 2012 , (and I thank you for your blog helped me a lot ) I remembered many things about my childhood where everything was clear, but over time I was forgetting . I come from the Pleiades and came to earth self will. I had a hard tackle this as contrasted with everything he had lived throughout my life , but deep in my soul I knew that was the most that could actual discovery treasure. I read a lot and thought , and a more scientific look filosóica , and thanks to that I could develop my work as an artist where I have had very good results , and thus grow as a person. Is that we are in constant motion, we am still in the process of change ( and always will be ) , and I know that deep down all the answers are in me and / or the beings around me . I know I’ve come to earth to help, but also to learn , and I am happy I have built . I do not believe at all different from the rest , and I have acted more as a silent watcher in this process, and I subtly guiding those who cross me .
I have tried to experience every possible way , and the rest questioning myself constantly , to open my mind and nourish visions of different ways and that gives us the universe. I do not like to pry, or tell my experience , I think it’s not my way to develop myself among the people, and I learned that when I ask very rare help turn the meeting when the search comes at the most unexpected moments , and when I I was trying to help spontaneously , without me having awareness of what I’m doing. That is why I find it hard to write … I will not lie . And the truth I do not expect an answer to my “problem”, but I like to share my concern , to give me another perspective, or who knows you reach conclusions that could ever see in a minute. Maybe I need to share this, to not feel alone or weird. It started when an LSD trip (just the New Year’s Day ) where I managed to see as ” mandalas ” or highly refined and beautiful drawings on the skin ( This was very shocking to me, since I was seeing for the first time clearly I guessed ) . These moves are not fuzzy , very sharp and very clear. They can be seen in perspective, as if the skin is lifted grooves to differentiate these mandalas . At the time I saw them , I knew they were real , and they were beautiful . I felt I could die happy then. The wonder we have of body is unexplainable and is more of what we see every day. These visions can see the organic , such as wood, or some genres materials. But three days ago I was in my house with a friend, and drawings on my skin began to appear ( these drawings and my skin react when you see them … I guess it’s the moment where my mind creates my universe ) , raised my eyes and I could see other pictures in the room. They have already spent 3 days, where the drawings do not dissipate . I’m not sad , and I thank you for to see this, but I am very uncomfortable , why to do something that others can not? What is the point if I can not share it with others? I generated a bit of trouble , I insist … May rationally have my answers , emotionally as well , but something that “floats ” on me , do not let me be alone. Much love and thanks , your blog makes me feel at home.
PS: I do not speak English, and I wrote a translator , I hope you will understand <3
First off it’s very kind of you to actually reach out when you speak another language, it’s just so amazing to me, how many people have come to me all over the world.
this was another one in my draft box, i apologize for just now getting back to you but since this was a long one i had to have enough time to write it 🙂
I’m kinda confused what your exact question is other than why can’t we share our gifts with the world and why can’t they see the beauty but we can? The truth is everyone can see this awakened perspective because we have before a long time ago. Everyone has this human potential within themselves, it’s moreso a matter of seeing the world differently but we all innately have this potential. I do believe we are a beautiful turning point in our reality where more and more people are starting to become aware and this a point of evolution for humanity. I wouldn’t lose hope in society for those who are still in the dark so to speak, we all have our time and place some more conscious than others and that’s perfectly okay. They still have lessons to learn as much as we do but they just have different perspectives. Again i think things are deeply changing from the inside out as we are now in a very 4th dimensional world which is working it’s way into the higher triad of 5d-6d-7d. I’m guessing 4th dimension is like a bridge in the same way that the heart, the 4th chakra is also a bridge between the lower world and the higher world. If everything connects together i could see that the chakras are a microscosm view of our universal dimensional system (the macrocosm).
In general psychedelics open up the flood gates of our inner mind and into the spiritual world. I think it’s truly a gateway into other realms of consciousness which is why you saw the mandalas on the skin. It’s seeing the energy of this world, once you see a different perspective your mind opens up more because you are unlocking your subconscious long term memories of your own being. Things that were once lost to you come flooding back once you open the gateway and sometimes psychedelics aren’t always the case. There are other kundalini awakenings and more and more people are experiencing these shifts of consciousness just in general with opening their eyes to the truths of this world. Everyone is learning in different ways towards defining what the Awakened world actually is and what that encompasses for them.
I think it is good to be a silent watcher in some respects because i find over time no matter how much you want your loved ones to “awaken” you have to accept they will naturally when they are ready. I remember trying to convince my parents what was happening and they thought i was nuts lol. I can completely understand the feeling of being alone, i felt the same way too until i reached out to others who are like myself. It’s a difficult journey sometimes and we all have to see that connection when we get into these voids of ourselves otherwise we can continue to be lost. So i think finding others like yourself will help with these feelings. I to question why can’t we share these beautiful revelations with the world? but then i realize some are not just ready for the truth, the truth can provide salvation or it can provide madness. Some souls aren’t ready yet but they will be….If you think about it we are all connected to the other which means no one will be left behind i promise <3
i hope this helps and you truly made my day when you said that this blog makes you feel at home. That’s truly beautiful to me, i wish you a wonderful day and hope you find the answer you are looking for
much love <3