How old where you when you became awakened, and was able to see energies and was able to feel connected? Can you describe what happened? Was it gradual? Or did you wake up one day and could see? I’ve always meditated, even as a kid..but I can’t see, or feel, and I don’t feel connected, I even try to focus and just stare at the air hoping to see something while meditating but nothing. When my eyes are closed i’ll see blobs of purple, but thats about it. thank you
Stop searching and over-thinking awakening, it is a journey don’t try to find the destination when you’re still looking at the road map. Awakening is a process and every soul is different, if you force yourself to try to see energy, you are not using your intuition, you are overthinking it. The trick to seeing energy is all about letting go. It’s very very subtle so many people don’t see or realize it. Let yourself wake up at your own rate and pace, don’t be intimidated or envious of others, you are awakening just fine.
Truthfully i think awakening starts in childhood (as your chakra centers develop) and then just progresses further and further, your entire life is a spiritual awakening. This is the reason why you are here so it’s really about acknowledging everyone’s path is different. I didn’t fully start “awakening” until 11.11.11 however looking back it was like my higher self was guiding me the entire time, i was obsessed with paganism before i was into all of this. I was also into wicca in high school and was an atheist at one point questioning the existence of why there would be a god if there is so much suffering in the world. I didn’t fully go into fully-fledged epihanies until college when i was about 22 and i didn’t really experience energy until 2010-2011. You can read more of my story here if you want: http://theawakenedstate.tumblr.com/mypersonalexperiences
However my fiance woke up to the truth of this world when he was 14 years old and my good friend Michael who is in his 40s-50s has been doing a lot of deep healing and astral work since he was quite young, so it just goes to show you every soul’s path is different. So don’t lose the faith and don’t strain yourself either. Awaken at your own pace. If it helps learn about energy and how the energy body works, learn about kundalini, physics, etc. find the medium and direction you want to go. If you want to learn to see energy one day you will, it’s as simple as that because your higher self is already helping you manifest it. Don’t lose the faith 😉
Much love <3