I’m sorry you’re in such a rough spot, sometimes the universe does this because your higher self is telling you to look more inward rather than outward. Old friends, relationships, ,sometimes even family fall away as our vibrations change shape and form this is caused because you are growing. If you think about it when you were little you loved playing with toys but now that probably seems silly, just as you get older you evolve and you start seeing the world differently as your interests and relationships change. In this same way when we’re going through a Spiritual awakening, our old habits, old friends, old relationships that no longer serve us, all of these start melting away so you begin confronting your own soul. Eventually once you are at peace with yourself you will start attracting new friends, new interests, new relationships back into your life who are vibrating at the same frequency as you and resonate strongly with you.
Awakening does not have to be a lonely path forever, it’s a path of Transcendence. As my friend Carolyn beautifully wrote it’s about your old soul self shedding it’s skin and emerging out of your shell into the NEW you. It’s about finding yourself, spiritually, emotionally,physically and most importantly mentally. It’s as if the old you is dying and going through a point of transcendence, a point of rebirth. So naturally this is a process where you are faced with questions, questions about your reality, about your relationships, releasing karmic bonds, releasing what no longer serves you. The universe is teaching you to Let go, the universe is ever-changing, ever flux in motion. Action and reaction. We may not always like Change but change is here to serve us for our greater good. Sometimes things have to end so better things can come together. We have to let go in order to Grow stronger and smarter than before. Wiser.
There is an article i always like to bring up when talking about this subject. This is perfectly put with what is happening to you: http://www.in5d.com/so-your-spiritual-awakening-cost-you-some-friends.html
You are never Alone, even ask your guides and Angels, even if you want to be you’re never alone 😉