i don’t know what i am doing. it’s been two years since my awakening and not only does it feel like i am lost, i haven’t been able to really distinguish what i want in life. i have been wanting to share my knowledge to people, make youtube videos, self-publish a book, connect with more people… but now i feel weak. i have no energy and sometimes it feels like i am wasting my life away. i apply for jobs but no results. i just feel like my life is useless when i know i have so much potential.
Your life is never useless, ever. You are beautiful just from being alive, you must know this. We can all go through periods of confusion, feeling lost as if life has no meaning or even sometimes lost within ourselves. However the amazing thing is realizing that you are helping this ascension just be being alive, you’re part of the vast web in the infinite cosmos your heart is connected to others and through this your divine light is spreading over the heart of the earth and changing her. As you emanate your own love and embrace the light of your own being you are helping change the world for the better. For all the consciousness that clouds the world the ones who have awakened are helping transform the divine back to what once was, if only you knew. Don’t lose hope with yourself or with the universe. If you want to share your knowledge and help people, then do it. what is stopping you? only you. if you want to do nothing that’s okay too, it’s all part of what you feel is best for you at this time. BE at peace with yourself. Connect with other starseeds and share your stories, there’s so many others out there. This is only the beginning and it’s amazing to feel and realize how in sync we are with other people at this time. Even i myself go through these periods, it’s only natural but the astounding part is when you get over the dry spells and realize how much life is truly beautiful.
I don’t think many of us even know what we truly want in life, it’s really not about the future, we always say it is, how we’re waiting for this point in our lives to change and feel as if we somehow accomplished something but in reality when we feel the future we are not feeling the moment and the moment is what matters. So honestly i bet you if you went up to the next ten people you talk to and asked them what they truly want in life, most of them wouldn’t give you a clear answer either. And that’s perfectly okay. That’s the problem with society is we spend so much time in the ego and none within the present self who we are today and how we are NOW. We’re too worried about where we are going but the future is nothing but empty space waiting to be filled. You see, you create your reality how you see fit and in doing so you determine the level of conscious awareness you admit, it’s all YOU. Society has us thinking it’s about the money, it’s about the material crap, it’s about the fancy car or the white picket fence and the dream home that we long to get but no it’s about growth.
IT’s always been about growth and it will always be about growth so yes it’s beautiful to think of the future in a new light but we don’t want to spend so much time within our minds that we neglect to cherish the moment we are currently living in with our loved ones and family. Sometimes it’s okay to just be. be love. be life. live. be happy. be yourself. just be.
much love and light <3