I feel scattered, lost, and numb. I never felt this way until I was awakened to my spiritual journey. It started off with me manifesting all my desires and then at some point I crashed and burned. Now, I’ve been trying to put myself back together and every morning I wake up with anxious thoughts. Please give me your advice. Namaste ♥
It will feel like that in the beginning because it’s literally as if someone pulled the rug off from under your feet when you awaken. The depression results from the dissolving of the Ego mind. You are awakening your soul from Aeons of time where you’ve been mislead from who you are and the truth of reality. The ego is a mind catalysm that awakens all of humanity that is the dark night of the soul and what many are facing right now. you go to the point of no return which means it will impact your psyche to go to the lowest of lows before you face your fears and transcend your darkness into light.
We have to get the tipping scale to reach it’s peak then BAM you’re loaded with all this cosmic information and transcending your own world.
You have to remember when you use the law of attraction to manifest your desires you are still very much operating from Ego, it has to be for a higher good and through the universe’s order with the best intention, otherwise it will use the outcome of cause and effect on you. However times are certainly changing, this is the time to dream and stop moping about the past we are merging the past, present and the future together to create the NOW. Time is illusion and we must realize this.
Anxious thoughts arise from the fear of future. past and future thinking is the result of overthinking and overanalyzing which is impacted by the ego mind. You are forever at peace right now here within the present and that is what we are creating right now through love.
There is no reason to be lost, numb or scattered we live in such a beautiful time in history! The world is drastically changing all around us and we all feel it coming. You must realize this, there is no right or wrong path, you ARE the path, you are the direction you people keep trying to find. In life we are SO consumed with getting to places and go go go go go go go we must have ambitions we have to go to college so we can get the career we want we need to make this money so we can save up and get a bigger house and a bigger fancy car and more stuff and more knowledge and more more more go go go go but all you are really doing is spinning around chasing your tail in circles. There is no where to go. There is no point in running, We MUST acceptance and surrender to this, there is only now where you are alive,peaceful loved and perfect. everything else is just an illusion of your mind. You are controlled by your own thoughts but YOU are the creator.
All pain is illusion. Humanity has created a world where we are imbalanced from time, Time fuels your reality and in doing so Thoughts consume your consciousness to the point where you create mind illusions over yourself that are dominated by fear, greed, materialism, wealth, worry, doubt, and the illusion of separation. Thoughts are poison, mind traps that prison your own mind against you into believing you are nothing. It is only when you focus on the present will you realize you are already at peace and absolutely perfect. The truth only will come from the silence
It is time to Open your eyes ♥