I feel so discouraged at home especially being around a very sceptical and negative family. Sometimes I just keep quiet when I want to say something but I know I’ll get knocked down. It’s like they’ll think I am some kind of freak. I just want a way of dealing with it because it makes me not want to be at home. I love being away from home because I feel so free and alive. When I’m home I feel so trapped. I want to raise my frequency and keep being positive but it can be really difficult.
I can see where you are coming from since i live at home now. You just have to learn to respect your family,everyone is on their own path and we have to accept that. They might not be at the same vibrational level as you but by saying they are negative and skeptical you are unconsciously judging them. You have to keep in mine that they come from an entirely different generation than us, they grew up under mind conditioning, this is all they know and this is all they feel, our parents are in a wavelength where it finally showing them to expand their viewpoints and outlooks from an old world where they grew up on built from fear, negativity, future thinking and immense outlook on the importance of money. However this isn’t to say that you don’t love them, you just have to learn to accept where they are on their path and not judge them for who they are. I mean personally my parents are polar opposite of me, but that doesn’t stop me from communicating with them, they are my family afterall. You have to see that no matter what path they come from we all truly meet in the middle of the heart.
I would also learn to give yourself some ‘you time’ escape to your room if it feels like it’s too much on you or get some headphones and put on some calming music, find your ‘space’ so you can recharge and recenter your soul.
The goal i keep getting from life lately is, life will always constantly throw you distractions especially within this ego based world but the true sight is trying to see above these distractions. IF there is a will there is a way. Like in my situation, i can’t just leave home i have to stay here and deal with different frequencies all the time, i have to go out into the real world and deal with people and feel their energy and i have to see the different perspectives to grow. WE all need this. This is part of life, learning to see the diferences in others, starseeds may be different but everyone has this potential and that is something we need to realize, we are not a hierarchy we are forever a unity and we need to accept our family for who they are even if they are on a different path than us. That is true love. Love without conditions. Love for all.
You are only trapped if you chose to be….what we think we become <3
I hope this helped