I have been hospitalized – twice – for what I now, knowingly consider to be a spiritual awakening. It was about one month after I quit smoking pot abruptly, and it was in April, both times. The first time was in 2010, next in 2011. Each time, I felt a great sense of empowerment and purpose. Should I go off my medication completely? I feel it is reducing potential and making me dull. I want regain enlightenment and expand my psychic gifts safely, and before it’s too late. Therapy > Drugs. ☮ ♥ ツ
I am very sorry you were hospitalized during your own awakening, i feel that would be absolutely awful. Society has a way of boxing in our ideas and psychology is ridiculous biased in their own research on what constitutes an actual disease. It’s one of the many reasons i had to switch from being a psychology major, they’re opinionated, limited and basically psychologists are just as crazy as christianity. they study ideas and ideologies within a book which is treated like their bible known as the DSM, it updates from the big whigs who ‘research’ and expands out on updated hypothesis on mental disorders/illnesses. Instead of confronting the actual MIND and travelling within their own consciousness, Psychologists basically listen, get fed information and quote the DSM as if they’re a preacher boasting summons as mental illnesses. It’s utter MADNESS. So i’m very sorry you had to endure that.
However I cannot tell you whether or not you should get off your medication this is YOUR personal choice and free will. I cannot tell you your own decision and i would feel it disrespects the universe if i were to tell you, to give you the opinion that you should or shouldn’t. sometimes Medicine which it can be horrible for us, it can also be used to help heal us spiritually until we are ready to move on and confront the world without it.
I wrote of a similar occurrence here:
Therefore i believe it is through your own personal free will and choice if you feel you are intuitively ready then take the leap but do it because YOU want to and feel it is the best thing for you. Don’t let anyone else influence you not even me because this is your soul, your body and your own personal choice for your own awareness.
I hope you understand and i wish you well on your own journey
Much love and healing light <3