I have many symptoms of Ascension. But I don’t feel ANY sexual desire. What is happening? Is something wrong? And I don’t feel that I’m actually inside my body.
Depersonalization is very common in the early stages of awakening because your mind is going through varying degrees of Ego loss. However case in point, the only way to fully see reality is inside of your physical body. It’s through this connect that we utilize our brain in these two hemispheres together. We are connected to the spiritual world as much as we are to the physical world. I believe we are a body as much as we are a soul, if you still get trapped under the illusions of dissocation you’re missing the point of awakening. We are both. So when you say you don’t feel you’re actually in your body, what you are actually experiencing is not being grounded. To me it sounds like your lower chakras need some work because you are all up in your head space but you are not grounded into the earth. It can make things very confusing in that headspace because you subconsciously are not fully connected to your self. We need ground to walk on, you created this world from the projections of your mind therefore we may be a limitless boundless eternal soul but we can’t see the connection until we realize we are also a body.
As for Sexual desire this also connects to lower body, lack of any sexual desire is a sacral chakra block, this could be from various things that have happened in your life, sexual repression, not wanting to feel, lack of sensuality/sexuality, sexual traumas, emotions, childhood issues,creativity blocks. It is perfectly natural to have sex and have sexual desires. It is how we come into this world. Religions have a way of invoking sexual repression viewing it as sinful but really Sex is a beautiful thing to experience when you love someone. Lack of sexual desire wouldn’t really have anything to do with general ascension but it might spark your inner issues to the surface such as lack of sexuality. Your energy is trying to clear this blockage.
i hope this helps! love and healing light to you <3