I have read a lot on how before we are born we choose our parents. What is your take on this? Also, I’ve been having a hard time accepting my father. For years, he has emotionally and physically hurt my mother and in turn emotionally hurt me. ( He still lives with us) Because of this, it has been hard for me to emotionally progress spiritually in a household filled with immense anger. How can I still work on my progression without feeling anger towards him?
It’s been hard for me to constantly forgive him (even though he never asks to be forgiven or acknowledges the actions done). On a daily bases, I try to control myself but many times fail and react harshly to his negativity towards me & my mother. In a way, I feel I must protect her from him but doing so I am filled with this negativity. I’ve struggle for years with anger and self-hatred. I know I am very sensitive to the energies around me and find myself adsorbing his. Recently,I’ve began to meditate with a rose quartz and really try to change and love him.However, it’s so difficult. I can’t begin to explain all the damage he has done.I am constantly being told to forgive him and not hold this in me.I do not want this darkness in me anymore. I feel guilt for feeling this way and find myself crying all the time and hating myself more. A part of me really wishes to mend things, but talking it out with him never works. Do you have any advice for me? thank you(par
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