i just read the post about how you and the other user was feeling dual emotions at once and I am definitely feeling that as well. One moment i’ll be feeling normal, then i’ll feel extremely negative then i’ll replace that negativity with beautiful love and positivity; it can get exhausting lol. I also had another dream about the 21st, i’ll go in detail if youre interested but basically it was a message about the range of emotions that I’m gonna feel on the 21st. In the beginning i was anxious and curious, then i got worried and started panicking, then it got a little bit worse but not really and then i realized everything is gonna be ok and i was calm. Thats like the fourth dream about the 21st ive had. I truly believe that my purpose for coming here was to help my family through the shift and then help lead the new beautiful Earth. How do you feel about all that, does it resonate with you?
I hope this helped explain it better for you.