Heart Opening

I used to be a very happy kid. But through a series of of painful experiences growing up. Dysfunctional family ties, bad decisions and the emotional instability that came along with all of that. My teen years were very difficult to bear. Looking back I feel like I was never really happy or ME, and always felt very confused. I  wasn’t living, I was simply existing. Daily, routine after routine. It was as if my prime years were wasted away, filled with this never ceasing emptiness. It was a cycle I could not escape. And then came late last year (I am 25 now),  I began to see the world so differently.  All of the sudden, immense feelings of happiness manifested all around me. Don’t know how or why but I loved it. I felt so ME. Not sure if that makes sense. With that came a couple of bad experiences within the last couple of months. Including a heartbreak. Both happened so suddenly and so fast, I was not prepared. I broke down, but managed to pick myself up. I feel like I was thought two lessons simultaneously and I’ve grown for the better. As I keep growing.  And I love myself more. Within the healing time I was confused about the feelings I was experiencing. I felt my chest bursting as if something was finally being set free; releasing. My body felt strange, familiar yet different. I became compelled by everything Spiritually related. Ive always been very curious about the matter, but this time it was different. Almost like a sense of belonging. It’s overwhelming and a bit scary and all so new to me. I find it so hard to understand at times. But I’m trying to educate myself little by little. I have so many questions, opinions and experiences I want to share but no clue where to begin. Finding your blog felt like a sign had appeared in front of me. A sign that told me I was and am on the right track. I feel more connected and I feel like I am part of something bigger. All my life growing up, in the back of my head I always wanted to know what my purpose was. I refused to settle for the “simple everyday life”. Not me at least, it all feels too bland. Right now I’m experiencing a lot of the awakening symptoms and it’s A LOT to take in. I don’t really know what to ask you. But I do want to say thank you  taking the time to help us all. And you’ll be hearing from me again sometime soon!  (If that’s okay)

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Oh wow this one was powerful, thank you for sharing your story with me! It sounds like you went through your own Heart Opening as you released the past and healed the heartache you felt towards yourself/others. You came home to yourself <3

I honestly think our teenage years are meant to be about soul searching, we don’t really know who we are yet, what we want, who we like, what we want to be, it’s just so fragile in that state, with hormones flying, wanting to be mature, not old enough to be an adult but too old to be into childish things. There’s that barrier in your teen years where you’re really just lost within yourself. I mean part of that is because your pineal gland is still growing and you yourself are still growing. So really everything is meant to happen for a reason. If everything was thrown at us, how would we even learn or grow into who we are today? Nothing is ever really wasted, it’s all just a learning experience. 🙂

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Ashley

Spiritual Coach & Teacher at The Awakened State
Ashley is the founder of The Awakened State, where she helps others understand the process of Kundalini Awakening through tools, exercises & personal experience. Her mission is to guide others to discover their unlimited potential and how we can move beyond our fears to create New Empowered Paradigms. She teaches others to Dismantle Resistance,Live Beyond Fear and Start Awakening Their Inner Creator. When she’s not blogging,she’s netflixing with her man or playing with her two crazy little ones.
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