It sounds like you’re going through a feeling of ‘impending-ness’ like you feel you need to be in particular place and doing a particular thing but at the same time you’re lost as to where you are going on your path. It’s future speak, plain and simple. This anxiety and anxiousness can only stop when you are ready to accept you are already going where you need to go because you are always on the right path!
When we feel lost without direction, the universe is really telling us we need to step back and look at the bigger picture. Even when we are going through a rest period, we are actually going through substantial growth because the soul is always growing even when we think we are stuck. So relax, breathe, lay off the caffeine and see that it isn’t about the destination it’s about the journey it takes to get us there. The more we get stuck in anxiety of feeling we “need to be doing something more” we’re not accepting ourselves for who we are in the present. You are doing more than enough already and when you are ready you’ll find this feeling you’ve been searching for. However you might be amazed to find, that it’s been within you this entire time 🙂
Hope this helps!