I had experience to be touched by the holy spirit. I know when I was young and was active with our church I was chosen to have the gift tongues. But then I did not accepted it fully. When my friend was under somewhat similar to witchcraft I prayed with her. I started praying the rosary and then a pocket prayer and singing the song come holy spirit.I was able to hear bells first and then a cold wind I was able to feel very light and so clean and after that I was able to hear angels singing with me. And I was able to drove away the bad spirits that was around her..Here in the Philippines there is what we call KULAM in the Visayan dialect “Hiwit and Barang”. She said it was thrown to the sea. My friend who was under it was always smelling the sea and its like her house is in front of the beach. When I experienced the Angels after that I feel so light and cleansed. Then she was able to feel her skin that sand was comming out. After that incident the next day I cannot say bad words or anything that is bad in nature. I was able to hear demonds laugh and like a voice that is asking for help. But when I told this to my mom who is active with the Carmelite order (Catechist) she said it was the demonds imitating these doings..She said it was not true. Actually during the time my gifts were so active I was hearing like when the TV is signing off the air….I am so confused…But deep in my heart and what I have felt was so real, could you please provide me an answer to this. I will would really appreciate it. Thank you.
In all of my experiences, if i have never had listened to my heart, i never would be where i am today so i feel this is about listening to your own inner voice. Your questioning yourself instead of accepting what happened. Everyone can try to tell us their opinions about us and what they feel is right but you have to also remember that they dont see it the way you do, they aren’t seeing it from your eyes and with that sometimes people can cause us to not only misunderstand ourselves but also persuade us to believe what we feel isn’t true. This isn’t always the case, it’s essential to listen to your heart and your own inner knowing, what do you *Feel* is right? This is usually your answer. If i honestly listened to what my mom has to tell me about energy all the time i would of never learned to believe in myself and my ideals. She doesn’t even believe in energy lol.
So i feel this experience is about you finding your voice and accepting your own feelings/inner awareness. As for what you felt, this sounds like a very symbolic experience that was blessed with angelic light. I personally don’t believe in demons, i think demons are only internal demons that we conjure within ourselves. When we pray we are speaking to inner source, our own inner God/Goddess self and within that the energy speaks back to us. Calling on our Angels and The Holy Spirit is speaking to the God/Goddess within us and bringing that into action. You experienced a blessing and your awareness changed because of it. I see a theme developing today, Maybe it’s not always about questioning but moreso about surrendering into Spirit, Surrendering into ourselves and Accepting the process. These Angels appeared as a lesson to yourself about your Mother and about your beliefs in general in this way i think this experience carries a double meaning within you. It’s about finding your voice and also accepting your beliefs of Spirit.
Hope this helps!
Sending love to you <3
- The Beginning Steps of Subconscious Reprogramming aka How to start changing your Beliefs - May 20, 2020
- What the Heck is Alignment? - May 14, 2020
- How to Understand Dimensions from the Practical to the Spiritual - April 21, 2020