Falling back on old energy patterns

Healing Hands

I’ve been feeling like I’ve been making personal progress, but recently I fell back into my old energy patterns and acted irrationally. During those moments I felt a very strong energy pushing me back into my old ways, and my conscious mind wasn’t overpowering my unconscious mind. This happened two days ago and now I’m looking back regretfully, because I see the consequences of my actions and I feel like I’ve fallen back in a hole of unconscious mind patterns. I’m really hard on myself about it right now. The only positive thing I can think of is that my actions are making me realize how important it is to be conscious, and I am learning from my mistakes quickly. I forget how powerful my emotional actions and energy are,. I think my dreams are reflecting how important growth is. I feel so hard on myself about this. As I should, probably

— transcendlabelsYou should’t be so hard on yourself, one philosophy i have always stood by is Ahimsa, it means non-violence towards yourself and others. This means even emotionally towards yourself. You cannot change the past or your past actions, you can only Learn from them and move on! You may have fallen back in a hole of unconscious patterns but it doesn’t mean you have to stay there. In my experience i have learned that sometimes even our darkness and ego is the best teacher for not only reclaiming ourselves but also our most inner truths. I feel like this energy lately is pushing all of our old emotional patterns and old memories to the surface, even back from childhood and it’s taking those and we’re going through new experiences with a higher intelligence to get through them. It’s as if you are either getting trapped in old memory patterns or you are finding liberation from them. So it truly comes up with a point of learning to not fight yourself and your emotional self. I’ve been attracting so much green lately, it feels like a HUGE heart shift going on and with the heart being the bridge of both worlds comes the understanding of emotions and expressing those emotions.

You want to look at yourself in the Now and be filled with gratitude for how far you have come! We may go back into the past and into past emotional issues but in the same regard, you questioning yourself is the beginning of understanding that you are learning about those mistakes. I don’t think mistakes is the best word here, because everything happens for a reason whether or not we understand that reason remains to be questionable. However I feel like this is about you encountering the veil and how you express your emotions. This is about Accepting yourself and your dreams are even saying this as well. It’s about learning ultimately, how you see yourself and how you project this into the world. Truly question why you feel this way and why it is making you feel this way. Maybe this isn’t about change at all, we are always growing even when we think we aren’t, this is about surrendering into yourself and all you will become <3

Hope this helps

much love
Ash

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