Turning Numb After Realizing Nothing is Real

I’ve come to the realization that nothing is real and that we make up the people and things in our lives, but coming to this realization has somehow turned me numb? Because I have nothing to fear and knowing nothing’s real prevents me from feeling to my fullest extent. I want to feel fully again, and it’s seeming quite difficult.
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I want to word this carefully…I’m going to say yes and no because i used to believe this too but then i realized there is an entirely bigger picture at work here. A dear close friend of mine who’s a crystal child told me that he believed life was meaningless but he didn’t see the world the way i see it.

Okay everything is nothing and nothing is truly everything

Everything is consciousness but it is are consciousness that formulates this reality. We are the divine creators what has happened is someone basically took away all of our divine abilities, they turned off all our dna activators. We used to have these abilities, life was beautiful, I know because i clearly remember it, it’s been coming in stronger each day with awakening. We had everything, it was true paradise, everything was green all over and there were trees for miles, we respected nature, technology was only used for advance but we need to realize that we ARE this technology. It is only holding us back. We have the ability of telepathy, telekenisis, levitation, dematerialization, teleportation, clairvoyance, etc. All of these things we used to be able to do and we can’t right now because of this density. The pull of the gravational force was holding us back because someone found out about what we were integrating on the earth plane and they wanted control.  They flipped the balance we became a male dominated world, created from machery, anger, violence, logic, they turned this world upside down there was no balance on the earth plane. They hurt her, I don’t believe for a minute this was an ‘experiment’ i truly believe this WAS an experiment to integrate our knowledge together but something happened. Something happened that put us in the karmic cycle and earth became a fallen planet. However the elders have heard our call and things are changing right before our very eyes.

This is actually such a beautiful time to be alive we are getting all of this back, our memories, everything. I ask you deeply to never lose hope. It is the time to start manfiesting our dreams into reality because this is where true imagination lies, it is with our thoughts and our dreams of a paradise in which we live, in which we DID live. This was everything and something happened. I know life can feel meaningless but once you realize that all this pain, all of this is illusion you will understand that the universe was created from divine love and those who lost the love created the separation. Put us out of alignment and put us off of the galactic plane of immortality that defined the golden realm of light beings.

This is not the time for doubts, we are creating our reality, we are taking everything back. this is not the time for depression, this is the time to embrace all that you are and that you are love creating this, creating this new ascension, creating this new world, we all are with the power of our thoughts, we are formulating this reality central within the geometrical planes of existence. The veil is falling and we will soon all be free of the many chains that have held us back in so many ways.

i believe in the near future we should all be courageous in our thinking towards this matter. They told me i would be helping a lot of others it’s weird how it works like that. I have many angels and guides who help me, I don’t even purposely channel they just come to me, at first it used to be rather scary but i’m more at peace with it. They gave me a message to warn to people to help awaken others because we are living in fragile times. The world is on the brink of financial collapse and the government will do anything to keep control of the people. Basically there is no linearity in this world, everything that we were meant to ignore, label off as satanism, evil, Illuminati, etc. are actually good symbols that lead to your higher intelligence. However i still believe either they created the Illuminati and satan/evil to instill fear and dominate the people or The Illuminati is actually in the government but humanity has it completely backwards. There are numerous symbols i could go over with you, the connections are everywhere. the medical symbol caduceus symbol the connection of the rainbow serpent or the light body, it is shaped like our dna the two connecting together to create the merkabah. The six pointed star, the flower of life, the tree of life, versica pisces, all of these are symbols

The point of the awakening is to create the merkabah/ the light body activating all our chakras (the energy receptors of our body) to operate at the higher levels of frequency of the next dimension. What we are trying to do is bridge the past with our present to create the future. Time is obsolete in this new realm, it doesn’t exist there is only the present moment.

After the symptoms started affecting me, i literally see how the veil is thin right now, i did tons and tons of research about this and a lot of it was already in my subconscious.

I believe that scientists uncovered the truth about us as humans aeons ago but the government is carefully covering up the evidence so that can occupy and control us through means of drugs, poison through our food system, money, drinks, etc. We are dominated by a material possessed world and within that they are training our brains to conform to this reality of life. However Gaia is far grander than that, we are supposed to dominate the masculine and feminine world as a marriage between the two.

It all goes back to astrophysics and psychology. The brain contains two different efficient frequencies we have the right hemisphere which is our intuitive, creativity, spiritual, spacial thinking,feeling, nurturing, closer to nature, feminine side and then we have the left hemisphere which is our mathematical, material, logical, practical,verbal, masculine side. We are supposed to balance the two sides within our brain to operate at a higher intelligence.

We are born within lies because they want us to feel safe because eitherthey know far more than they tell us or they don’t want us to live in fear because in reality all we truly know is the unknown. I understand what’s going on, we are not bridging the marriage between our psychological reality and our material reality, we need both to survive and this world doesn’t understand it.

Earth is taking over she is putting the balance back between thepolarities to create vector equilibrium, thedocahedronal matrix that will dismantle time for it is also an illusion and we will realize that we are all there is now in the eternal moment. Creating our own universe together as one.Never stop dreaming the impossible dream
because it is now time to start believing
that it is the true reality in which we are living in
eternally

Much love and light to you <3

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Ashley

Spiritual Coach & Teacher at The Awakened State
Ashley is the founder of The Awakened State, where she helps others understand the process of Kundalini Awakening through tools, exercises & personal experience. Her mission is to guide others to discover their unlimited potential and how we can move beyond our fears to create New Empowered Paradigms. She teaches others to Dismantle Resistance,Live Beyond Fear and Start Awakening Their Inner Creator. When she’s not blogging,she’s netflixing with her man or playing with her two crazy little ones.
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