Lately I’ve been crying for EVERYTHING. I’ve been feeling sad and unfortunate. Then suddenly irritated and mad. Then happy and feeling full of life. I’m sick and tired of these mood swings! Also I’m so so so tired. I could sleep all day, literally. What. Is. Going. On.
I like to call it the ‘emotional rollercoaster bipolar trainwreck express’ lol. It’s the flux of the energy, as we are releasing A LOT of old karmic patterns we are doing massive clearing with ourselves. This means that ego is fighting and holding it grip tightly to let go of these thoughts that no longer serve you. You can release in multiple ways via emotionally, physically such as illness, mentally, spiritually, etc.
The best advice i can give is just roll with the flow and stay positive and present, be in the moment and surrender into yourself. The subconscious is coming to the earth plane which means we are basically facing ourselves and facing our fears, this is the ‘dark night of the soul’ everyone is talking about, you are facing yourself. Ego is STRONG. So you must accept yourself in totality within the present moment. all the good bad the ugly will surface to be cleared to make way for bigger and better things. ‘all that remains hidden will be revealed upon awakening” . It’’s not so much fighting it anymore, but accepting it, cry if you have to cry, release your anger in something creative, talk with people, communicate your feelings, release release release.
Remember all this pain is illusion for growth <3
“some changes may look negative on the surface but you will soon come to realize that they are making way for something new to emerge” ~ eckhart tolle
I wish you the best, great things are on the horizon. Don’t lose the faith <3