Experiencing extreme emotions

his is perfect for sharing!  Thank you.I honestly think it is because we are in an odd alignment right now, Mercury retrograde, Neptune Retrograde and we just entered into the solstice to boot. Inevitably it triggers a shift of consciousness because the alignment is a perfect geometric symbol of change. It reminds me a little bit of winter but this is a more positive heart opening shift. I find that the energy here is loaded with Ascension symptoms and cleansing out the old. Many past thoughts, past fears, past emotions, it’s almost as if we’re going back in time. So many people from my past keep coming back for instance yesterday my old elementary friend decided to knock on my door and say hi because she was up here visiting. It was a surreal moment. In general it seems like we’re doing a lot of clearing of the past energy, enabling ourselves to let go requires facing our deep fears and confrontation of our soul. We have to step back and see that this is the past and that we are infinite. All this pain is illusion and the many who are experiencing these past thoughts are essentially cycling them until they are ready to release them.

It goes back to the torus and the mechanism of feeling that we are a black hole energy, when our thoughts are directed from in the past or the future we create thought holes of past memories or future anxieties and this influence how to confront our ego self. The best advice i can give right now is to always question your ego during these events, ask yourself why you feel you are going through these emotions, why do you feel it is necessary for your soul growth, why are you feeling the same as before? Why is the past coming up AGAIN for clearing, all of these thoughts are triggers, we have to remember that it’s all about perspective and choice.

It’s interesting the ascension symptoms are appearing again as if we’re shifting drastically and many don’t even see it 😀  I feel like Time is shifting too because we’re moving back and forth between the Mind and the heart perception. It’s influencing our perspective of how we see ourselves, so Time is moving much more fluid and apparent in the matix of merging past-present-future as one. You can really feel the fluid-ness it’s like one moment Time stops and another it’s moving too fast. It’s so hard to explain but i’ve really been feeling that. Also been feeling the headaches, the anxiety if i’m not careful, appetite changes, energy sight, a lot more synchronicity and thoughts are in sync with actions, Manifestation is stronger, the list is endless. It’s definitely big time shifting energy.

It’s amazing in many ways, this ripple we create by being “awake” we are impacting those around us and when you observe you can see it’s all coming together beautifully. As we enter in the last weekend of retrograde, i’m sure the energy willl be high, Mercury always likes going out with a bang so truly be in touch with yourself, question, observe, watch, love 🙂

Good things are coming

love

Ash