Recently I’ve been both feeling and seeing very, very unpleasant presences. I’ve always been sort of spiritual, from a young age I’ve been lucid dreaming, astral projecting, having very strong deja vu and sort of premonitions, usually in the form of dreams. Recently I actually feel endangered. I’ve been having dreams about my body being taken over. It’s all very, very real and I know I’m not insane in the least. I’m very much at a loss about what’s happening to me. There’s another thing, too a year or so ago I had a trip on DMT in which the workings of the universe (for want of a better word) were revealed to me, as if they were shown to me by a higher power. Ever since I’ve been going through A LOT of mental changes and I honestly think I may be a star seed and I’m just…lost. Ever since then ALL I’ve wanted to do is HELP. I feel it like an ache deep within my soul, I want to make things right and I don’t know how I can even start. I feel powerless. What do I do?
Well first let me just say your body can never be taken over, let’s save that for the sci-fi movies….So get that fear out of yo head 🙂
You are never in danger, society is CONSUMED with so much fear mongering it’s almost disgusting. All this social media about fear, crimes, murder, rape, etc. it’s no wonder we manifest this stuff into our lives on accident it’s being jammed down our throats constantly. You are not endanged, you my dear are very ungrounded. You need to work on your root chakra and i think shielding would help you, saying a little saying to ensure your anxiety that you are safe and protected. We are afraid of the unknown and the unknown is intimidating to the ego mind of security therefore we FLIP OUT when we are faced with the unknown.
Also before doing DMT, you really have to have your mind prepared for it otherwise you’re in for a rude awakening of Ego death. Personally i don’t think tryptamines and psychedelics are made for everyone, people abuse them and don’t realize that they are TRUE PURE ALCHEMIST CHEMICALS that cross the threshold and bring you into the various dimensions of the psyche into the spiritual world. You have to mentally prepare yourself for any Tripping experience i personally believe. That being said when you bring DMT into your awareness your body is catapulted into it’s own Dark night of the soul because it completely opens the flood gates of your mind. It is more than just a ‘tripping your balls off’ experience. It is releasing the soul into the various gateways of the psyche and sometimes even into the concept of Heaven and Hell. It’s truly an earthshattering if you’ve never been there before and it’s also a domino effect because the doors are open now. Your consciousness will continue to evolve because of the revelations you had while on this journey which is why you are fearful! Your ego mind is trying to process what happened but your soul is trying to awaken you at the same time. It takes a lot of discipline, time and patience to be at peace with both world of the psyche. Your urge to help is not from an outside perspective it’s from an inner knowing of yourself. So you shouldn’t be asking me how to help others when you are not helping yourself first. We must heal ourselves first before we can help heal others, the two go hand in hand with eachother
The Mental changes and feelings of being lost are coming from a place where you are trying to process your soul and understand it. You are searching for the answers outside instead of inside. This is truly your dark night of the soul, you are learning to see inside your subconsicous world so you can awaken your spirit and join the kundalini fires of consciousness. It’s an inner journey ultimately
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