Feeling trapped and out of control

So lately I’ve felt so trapped and out of control. (I’ll do my best to explain this). I’m a crystal and I’ve always been an extremely positive person but for the last few months I’ve felt nothing but depression and pessimism towards life in general. I have been going through a lot but I feel like I’ve lost my inner peace and joy. I’m never truly happy anymore. I know that as a crystal I reflect and amplify my surrounding energies but I feel that this is more of an inner problem. I’ve always had such a strong and unshakable inner peace but I feel like I don’t even know who I am anymore. I am pregnant (and I feel like that could be part of the problem since I’m so sensitive to hormone changes) but I’m not convinced that’s all that’s going on. Any help/advice would be greatly appreciated!!

— screamingsecretsWell this goes into what i wrote in the previous post about the heart chakra shift. It is intense growth work, i think it’s also working with our solar plexus because those two go hand in hand with eachother. This depression and negative outlook on life is the heart chakra being imbalanced. This goes with what i said about it feeling like a bipolar energy you feel extremes like a elevator going up and down, up and down. This feeling lost almost like a weak will identity crisis is definitely the solar plexus which also makes sense for you because you are pregnant! You have a lot going on with your energy and especially solar plexus 🙂

I was recently just pregnant, my baby is 7 weeks and i had him on the 20th of sept so i definitely can relate. Also can i ask what trimester you are in? That would also explain where you are coming from because it is an emotional rollercoaster and a chakra workout. I remember feeling so many different emotions from jealousy to sadness to emotionally unstable, so many mood swings plus near the end you get so miserable for so many reasons. So i would say personally you are feeling this way for multiple reasons:

you are very sensitive especially since you’re a Crystal we’re like emotional sponges, absorbing everything around us
You are pregnant so you have hormones at play causing crazy mood swings and not to mention the effect pregnancy has on your chakras
we are going through a HUGE Heart Chakra shift and it is effecting everyone

So my advice to you is try to stay positive, you want to find that inner peace again especially for your baby! You need to find yourself, find what makes you happy, do something for you. I like to have my personal space so i can recharge so i like bubble baths, yoga, reading and music it helps me center again. Try to enjoy yourself right now and enjoy your own time or what i like to call it me time because believe me once baby comes you won’t get much of that unless it’s not your first lol. Your baby senses your emotions, this is a happy time where you are growing life inside of you, just keep thinking of your little one whos made from pure love. Sometimes i would talk or sing to him in my belly it made me happy.

You’ll find yourself again, dont worry. Just remember a happy mom is a happy baby 🙂

Congrats and sending you and your little one love and healing <3

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Spiritual Coach & Teacher at The Awakened State

Ashley is an Empowerment Coach, Spiritual Mindset & Manifesting Teacher.Creator & Mastermind behind The Awakened State. A place of Empowerment to Heal & Manifest a Soul-Aligned Life. She Supports people on energy work, manifestation, mind body healing, kundalini awakening, subconscious reprogramming & moving into a place of emotional empowerment to own your power. She teaches others to Dismantle Resistance, Live Beyond Fear and Start waking up their Manifesting Potential through mind-body healing. Her Mission is to Help Others Empower their Life & guide them towards their own Personal Alignment. When she’s not blogging, she’s Netflixing with her man, loves baking from pinterest recipes or playing with her two little ones.

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