When I was 10, I was sure that I was a witch. I would cast made up spells and believed that I could control the wind. I got made fun of constantly for this. I just found my old tape recording of the time I went to a psychic that same year. She told me I wasn’t a witch; breaking my heart haha! In the tape recording, I was also telling her about all of the things I saw: zombies chained to my mom’s ceiling (every time I went in there), a dark shadow of a man in the hallway, a scary woman, etc. I also heard voices all of the time, and could never sleep. Everyone said that I jsut had a vivid imagination, and so I believed them. I don’t really see things anymore, but I still hear and feel things all around me. If I lay a certain way in my bed, or meditate in my room, I usually have to stop because I hear all of these voices and whispers. Everytime I meditate, I have to open my eyes because I sense someone laying in my bed (to the left of me), or sitting in front of (last part) me I’m sorry for such a lengthy message, but I wanted to know if you think I do have a wild imagination, or this could possibly be something else? Thank you!
I don’t believe anyone is crazy because i believe in the limitless and imaginative, everything is real.Whether or not it exists on this plane or not, everything exists.
“What we call imagination is actually the universal library of what’s real. You couldn’t imagine it if it weren’t real somewhere, sometime.” ~ Terence Mckenna
As a child we’re still very connected to the spiritual realms and what we learn growing up is the ego mind but before learning the mind conditioning of the ego, you still have your playful divine feminine energy within you overpowering you to source energy. It’s very possible you felt you were a witch because in a past life you were one. A lot of what we imagine connects to other lives we have had and other memories we deeply store within our subconscious. Like i know deeply i was a high priestess in egypt during the mystery school days and also in another life i was a sorcessess and i don’t think it’s just my imagination. Where do you think your imagination comes from? Do they get the idea of dragons because we ‘think’of them or do they live somewhere else? why did we suddenly think of dragons in the first place same with unicorns? Are unicorns real because we think of them within our minds or are they not real because they are only within our imagination. The imagination is part of your subconscious long term memory therefore what you feel, what you connect to such as your favorite movies books myths tales, etc. these are all part of your higher self guiding you to your memories of your past lives. This is ALL part of you.
hearing voices is tapping into the world of telepathy or clairaudience. Clairaudience is tapping into the different dimensional realms and hearing spirits or entities, it’s a powerful gift and can easily mess with you aka schizophrenia but that’s another story. Clairaudience is powerful because you can tap into your innate telepathy. You very much have the gift because you’ve been doing it since you were a child. When you realize you can tap into transmitted frequencies of consciousness you can transmit those frequencies into awareness.
The feeling of having someone on your bed with you could of been your own energy, a guide, a spirit, or possibly you just accidentally tapping into a different plane and seeing ethereal creatures. It’s all very real. This isn’t about having an active imagination, imagination is the key to true reality <3
Hope this helps
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