Having a hard time dealing…

Healing Hands

Why does it sometimes feel like those of us who exist as empaths and light workers have to suffer so? I have several pretty bad autoimmune disorders that I’ve dealt with since birth and for whatever reason, lately I have felt so discouraged by my health and heavy emotions that I just want to die. Or really live and feel healed for once, there’s no room for this in between anymore of ‘dealing’ and just getting by. Maybe it’s selfish to feel thus way…but what do I do? I pray every day and speak directly to my angels, but still I feel so stuck.

I know it is hard but in many ways we have to see our suffering as ablessing in disguise. Many will disagree buti believe everything happens for a reason and a purpose whether or not we understand that purpose remains to be seen. For instance, Wheni was 15i wasreally really sick becausei had Gallbladder disease, at the timei didn’t know what was going on and it took about three weeks of pure suffering, being ridiculously sick, losing weight, not being able to eat at all before they found what was wrong with me. At the time because of what happened, it really brought me to question God and why do bad things happen to good people. It took many years to understand this but thatquestionirng led eventually to my own discoveries about myself and the world. Hadi not suffered during that time,i probably would be an entirely different person today. In this same way, you have to try to not see yourself as a victim but instead see this as an opportunity to look within yourself. This is really about perspective. I also believe theempaths can act as containers of light healing energy, like in the same ways some people hold energy to anchor it into the earth, what if our illnesses though we may suffer are secretly being healingarchors into the earth as all is connected? see that’s just it, why do we suffer? One of the most basic buddhism principles is that Life is unexperienced if we are not suffering in some way, maybe it’s not necessarily physical suffering, but it could be mentally suffering, emotionally suffering, etc. When we play the victim we build the mentality of “why me? why doi deserve this fate when others seem healthy and happy?” however what one sees and observes is sometimes only the surface of what one feels and lives from the eyes of the other.This is a solar plexus issue. It’s about direction of the will, how you wish and view the world around you, It’s also about karma, the maturation of the ego is not always the most pleasant experience but sometimes it needs to happen for us to grow and expand within ourselves. As an empath you feel these emotions much stronger but this is also about choice of perspective. Learning to be happy in stillness within yourself. You feel stuck because your body feels stuck but mentally you are never stuck you are always growing, you are always changing from the inside out and i think that maybe what you need to see here. It’s awful everyone has to suffer in some way or another but look at this way, women suffer to give birth but look what happens a miracle of giving life.

You need to see that no matter what happens through your suffering your life is still a miracle because you are alive, breathing. Sometimes the best medicine is the simplest medicine. Being one with yourself and being happy with yourself.

I hope this helps

I send so much love and healing light <3

Ash

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