You are a beautiful star shining on my Tumblr dash 🙂 I’m hoping you can help me. I’ve been struggling to let go of resentment and hatred from my past, constantly being reminded of it. It’s a dark cloud in my path, blurring the light that I am reaching for. I’ve been trying so hard to overcome this and not let petty interactions with darker beings keep me down. I’ve been called “a nut job” for being open about my ascension and criticized for my understanding of the universe. I’m getting lost…
Aw you’re a beautiful star as well! Thank you very much 🙂
In the classic words of the lion king, one thing i have learned throughout my awakening you really have to “put your past behind ya” . Some days this doesn’t come easy and looking to the future can and will lead to stress. You will find the more you look towards the future and reflect back on the past that this will lead to negative thinking because it is literally designed that way. It is merely a teaching tool for our consciousness, a perception of ‘learning’ if you will. This is the ego mind. The ego mind isn’t a bad thing but we have to learn how to transcend the ego into the soul, it’s the present. You are forever alive inside the eternal present. The past is over, the past is done, it is gone, IT DOESN”T EXIST. It is illusion. The future is blank space waiting to be filled, it also DOESN”T EXIST. It’s a trick of the mind you see. If this confuses you really stop and think about this, it’s manifestations of projection of our consciousness before and after we create them. WE LIVE IN THE MANIFESTED PRESENT ETERNALLY. Time is illusion. So inevitably you will notice the more you think outside of the present and LOSE FOCUS, by veering off course in your mind to the past or to the future, you will be filled with these thoughts of ego mind: anger, hatred, resentment, confusion, jealousy, etc.
(Woah okay side note, i’m having an epiphany over here. If you think of it this way, time is illusion and that is what ascension is about, transcending the ego into the eternal present because everything else is just illusion. We are alive forever in the present moment, but ego mind is the past/future which technically doesn’t exist. So this is what ascension is about! Thinking in the present where manifestation is real and possible because Time would then move into present and divine love composed of Soul thinking! SO as time is moving faster we are aligning ourselves within the present manifestation so we can create our own present and write our own template within the eternal present moment where we live outside of the illusion. Through the transcendence of SOUL ascension is about creating the mindset of being in the present and back in alignment with time, real time that which is space time which is formulated from the transcendence of aligning our thoughts within the galatic plane of thought that which is composed of ETERNAL SOUL thinking. OMG!!!)
But anyway to get back on track…The only way to rid yourself of your past is by confronting your own soul and forgiving. forgiving yourself and others, opening the heart chakra comes with releasing a lot of the old emotions of the past and making way for the new energies of the soul. deepening the heart and transforming them into empathy.
But you are not a ‘nut job’ don’t ever think such words, if it makes you feel better i overheard my mom recently tell my dad that ‘i’m not right in the head’ anymore for randomly going to see a three day long convergence by david wilcock and my indigo friend. She also believes the books i read are ‘brainwashing’ me…oy yeah i get that, you are not alone with these feelings. but the power is truly in the thought. don’t believe what others believe, believe what YOU believe and think. Don’t let anyone hold you back from your truth, ever. The power is in the thought, thought is made of vibration and vibration is made of energy it’s a cycle which is then tranposed into the universe, what we think we become! So you are always on the right path, you are not lost and you are not a nut job. If you have a problem with connecting to the people around you, look online there are so many others like us, it’s unbelievable at this time. Check out facebook groups, or lightworkers.org or starseeds.net forum, create your own group even, or connect with others on tumblr or anywhere. The universe will guide you to the people you need in your life at this time. there’s just so many others like us out there and I really want you to undestand that you are not crazy, ‘a nut job’ or anything of the sort. You are a beautiful soul shining with love and light that will help transcend us into a new vision of earth. Our dreams are starting to become reality, all you have to do is believe. believe in yourself and believe in the universe.
Sorry for getting off track there….
much love and healing light to you <3