You know that point when you understand how things work and are. and because of that you become numb, you don’t feel… it’s flat line because you know what awaits. What can I do to change that. I also feel like there’s a message my guides are trying to get to me but I can’t seem to get it or something…
Well at this given point in time, none of us know what ‘awaits’ because life is very 4th dimension meaning it’s very unpredictable, paradoxical, and relative. There is no known truth, because the future is always changing as time is moving fluid between past present and future. It’s kinda like this ever evolving journey, you’re always growing, you’re always changing, the paradox is even when you believe you are stagnant is usually when you are making the most spiritual growth. So for you to say that you have become numb because you see the world for what it is, is really just a stepping latter you need to cross, i’m betting this has something to do with derealization. Derealization is a common misconception where you are still stuck within the illusion of separation. This is all very very real believe me, this may be a dream but finding true reality is realizing we are forever living inside dreams inside of dreams inside of dreams in this endless eternal manifested multiverse.
Also keep in mind that what you are feeling can cause future projections which are built from imbalance of time illusion.
If you feel your guides are trying to communication with you this could be a imbalance of the third eye, usually when we can’t seem to read the messages clearly it’s a signal that there is a block within our third eye chakra. Third eye is the point of intuition, communication with the higher realms, telepathy, dreaming, dmt, etc. but if there is a message you are not getting, your third eye is probably imbalanced from a lack of belief, possibly derealization or whatever it is you were going through at that time. It’s all perception really, different parts of the same one whole. It just matters what step on the staircase you’re standing on…
Hope it helps
much love and healing light <3